Dies Miserable and Alone

My best-loved tag line: "He loved her like there was no tomorrow." I was still a freshie that time when my English Instructor (Nikka Biong) invited me and my classmates to have a blast at their place. I was expecting a movie marathon, well it really was. They brought Phantom of the Opera, King Kong, Goblet of Fire and If Only. I did not care on what to watch since in the very first place, I ain't a movie buff. But after the bidding, the folks decided to watch If Only.

After his impetuous musician girlfriend, Samantha, dies in an accident shortly after they had a fight (and nearly broke up), a grief-stricken British businessman, Ian Wyndham, living in London gets a chance to relive the day all over again, in the hope of changing the events that led up to her getting killed. Overwhelmed by the devastating end of the movie, some of the folks said that much better if we had chosen the other one. It was just so peculiar that right then after the movie, all of us were teary-eyed (while others were wiping their tears), quiet and appalled. Even our guys proved that "boys don't cry" is a lie. I was so hopeless romantic that moment.

Student Nurse's Notes

I deal with life.

Phew! I have to say goodbye to my naivety. As far as I'm concerned, I'm now one step closer to reality. Does it ring a bell? Dude, I'm now next in line. I'm confused on what to do next. Mama, help me! I'm so so anxious. I am thinking that after this thesis issue, I'm gonna face the extensive review then the local board examination, then what's next? Loads of trainings, seminars, exposures and etc. I don't wanna lose my mind people. I have a big dream. Will that dream transform into reality? Will I ever make it? Poor soul, I can't say so. I have to wait and work hard for this or shall I say I'll just refer this to my future.

Goin' Loco Over Blaire Headbands

This is me and Manellie who got loco over headbands. There are variety of colors and styles you can choose for. But one thing is for sure, I can't buy those for the reason that I cannot use it. The ribbon is somewhat big which will make you become a head turner. Haha! Anyway, we just captured this moment merely for fun.

Sounds Interesting

I have loved the Apple's MacBook Air advertising campaign song New Soul by Yaël Naim. Frankly speaking, it's not just about the song but the gadget. Huhu! I want it so badly but I have to bear with my HP. Anyway, thank you Papa, this is too bad for a gift. To forget my illusion, I deviated my attention to the voice behind the campaign ad. I have searched so much about her. She's 29 and of French-Israeli origin. Yaël is obviously a singer-songwriter that plays the guitar and piano. But what really amazed me is her own version of Britney Spear's Toxic. Impressive as I depict it. I was intoxicated with her voice and the sound of the pleasing piano.

Thanks www.YouTube.com

You just heard it right dude. Bravo! From an energetic that makes-you-wanna-dance version of Britney to a jazzy-classical that makes-you-wanna-sleep version of Yaël. Wow! That was a great blast. OMG, this is gonna be another LSS (last song syndrome).

Strictly Handwritten

Oh c'mon! This guiding principle is madness. Our clinical instructor demanded that our requirements should be strictly handwritten, it's a great liability for me. I'm not in the mood to write and what worsens the burden is that there are about 30 diagnostic tests to be written together with their definition, indications, normal and abnormal results, significance and nursing responsibilities. In fact, I'm not using my numerous abnormal-sized bookS (with the capital S) and that book you see? It is only used for clarifying some stuff. Darn this day. I'm only getting data from the internet. Who the heck cares? As if he instructed us to put the references, he didn't anyway. This really makes me feel so sick and tired. Procrastination, here I come. I terribly need some help here. Take me out from this deep abyss guys. Boohoo!!

Home Base

My parents raised me in Mindanao --- the Land of Promise. If you ask where's my place specifically? I'll answer you these:

1. City of Waterfalls --- Indeed, it has 23 waterfalls with 8 springs + 15 caves if you love spelunking. Oh well, not to forget our pride: Timoga Spring Pools.

2. Industrial City of the South --- You can find 12 manufacturing plants varying its products from food to steel.

3. Center of Excellence in Mathematics, Chemistry, Biology and Physics --- It is where Mindanao State University-Iligan Institue of Technology is situated. It was acknowledged as one of the best universities in Philippines.

Technically speaking, Iligan is about 800 kilometers southeast of Manila. You can reach the place by plane via Cagayan de Oro city or a vessel from major ports like Manila and Cebu. Iligan is very rich in culture, and the living proof: existence of cultural minorities. Much to my surprise, "kalesa" is still used as a mode of transportation up to this time. I am also gratified to see people with different faith live in this place harmoniously. Most of the Iliganons are Roman Catholic, they patronize Saint Michael the Archangel and celebrates a lavish festival every 29th day of September.

I am contented with the kind of life I have here in Iligan. The standard of living is not costly. I don't enjoy nightlife that much so I guess I really suit here. I love nature of which Iligan is so blessed with it. I have visited most of the renowed waterfalls, I have climbed up to Mt. Agad-agad, done spelunking with my co-marshals during the adventure race, enjoyed summer time at the spring pools and so much more. You can also find the ancestral home of President Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo near the spot of Timoga where you'll surely enjoy the icy-cold and crystal-clear flowing spring pools.

I have had a joyous childhood memories here in Iligan. No matter where my fate will bring me hereafter; sure enough that my mind, heart and soul will find its way home and get a rest to a place called -Iligan.

Just Before She left

Gotcha! I have been waiting for so long to have this picture and finally she has posted it at Multiply. Anyway, this was my very last picture with her before she left back to Manila. We're at the "background ng Iligan", at Aruma being treated by her aunt. Thanks Tita Remy for the sponsor. Hehe!

After the treat, we have decided to watch her brother's basketball game fighting for the championship. As expected, the team we sided won. Lucky charm, that's what we are. We looked like cradle snatchers while cheering and howling? for the team, haha! We were kinda girlish in our get up but that fact was eradicated due to the thrill and excitement we've felt. Haha, poor girls.

Anyhow, the time we've spent together might be short but surely this October, we're gonna catch up the missed moments, and this time is with the whole troop. Oh! Maria Cristina Falls, you're on our next list. I'm so so excited but wait, I should study my lessons first and foremost, haha! Stop dreaming sweety Shlat.

Beautiful But Deadly

T'was one Tuesday morning when I rushed my way to the hospital for a patient's visit but ended up bumping with my duty mates on the hallway. I was shocked with the GOOD news they're bringing, we're not gonna have our duty. I was grinning for the reason that I can now escape the long strictly handwritten requirements. But suddenly, our clinical instructor appeared and has decided to do a journal sharing and one-on-one checking of our day 1 requirements. Oh well, this is it, in exchange for no duty is another cavalry.

As one of my duty mates is sharing about anticholinergic drugs, I opened my borrowed pharmacology book to the desired page and as I went through, I have read somethin' about belladonna a.k.a. deadly nightshade.

Atropa belladona

The article tickled me because of the funny fact that ages ago, it was used by some women to dilate their pupils --- to look more attractive and innocent. Hahaha! I couldn't believe that these women were vain too. Oh vanity, one of my favorite sin!

But this time, the use of belladona in cosmetics are banned due to the following side effects: minor visual disturbances, increased heart rate and if it is used chronically, it may cause blindness.

So girls, may this be a good warning for us. Sounds so funny but it really can cause serious consequences. It makes me think that it's really good to be natural.